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| because I've noticed that I would rather talk about my problems on a piece of paper. Rather than just say them out loud to someone and hope that they are listening. I'm glad that I've finally realized I have less than a handful of friends that I trust, but I guess it's alright because I would rather have them than be alone :)
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| I'm still trying to figure out if I care that we're not really friends anymore. Sometimes I'm happy about it, and then other times I find myself on the verge of going insane because you won't talk to me. I just hope that one day you realize you'll never find a friend half a good as me, because I think that deep down in your mind you know that you fucked up, but you just don't want to admit it. You have reached an all time low, congratulations kid.
Friday night I went over Bekah's for her 18th birthday thang. It was fun :) We ate a bunch of chinese food and then played in the snow. (Yesterday) Since it's 12:20 AM I stayed in the house, for most of the day and cleaned because WE GOT 2 FEET OF SNOW. I'm really starting to hate winter.
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| It's almost the third marking period, seriously this year is going by so fast. Wednesday we had a match against Deptford, we won no surprise there. Last night I went to the show at Skaters Choice, I kinda only went so I could see Major League haha. I met up with Billy and Dylan when I got there, and their two friends they were really nice :D People You May Know played, and then we all went to the pizza place right across the street after. I picked Brandy up from work and then we went back to my house. We got up really early this morning because it was TCC @ our school. I got to see Mr. Sorrentino, which made my day since I haven't seen him since Freshman year D: I was happy when he remembered me though, but how could he not?! Hahaha we placed 7th in our tournament out of 15 schools, which isn't that bad. Felton and CJ placed first, so that's all that matters. Tomorrow is states for the little kids, so I have to be at school at 8 AM, awesome haha. Ahhhh I think things are going good, but I don't want to jinx myself. I'm happy with what I'm loosing, but I'm even happier about what I'm gaining :)
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| Wednesday we had our match against Delsea, we lost of course. It wasn't as bad as we thought though. Thursday I don't even remember anything. I just know I was miserable all day. I baked cookies all night, it was ridiculous. Friday came around, I went to school late because I woke up at 7:30 smart. I came in during 2nd period and then went home right after school. I got a shower and waited for Kristen to come to my house. When Kristen got to my house I still had to get ready, so I had to hurry up. We left my house around 6, got to the show around 7. The show was fun I saw mad people I didn't expect to see. After the show we all went back to Justin's, and got our drank on. That's all I really remember though. We woke up mad early, but didn't leave until 2. When Kristen dropped me off at my house I got in the shower and slept, I woke up at 11 watched Twilight and went back to sleep. I woke up mad early this morning again, now I'm doing nothing; cool Kristen left again for college today fml. February 12th come faster, seriously.
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| So this week went by so fast it was great. Tuesday Christa and Gianna came over, Wednesday we had a wrestling match against Clearview and last night Brandy Christa and I all went to the show at Hangar 84 to see Sparks the Rescue, The Audition, The Summer Set and Every Avenue. All of the bands did so so so good, and I got to meet my husband from The Audition. Danny <33333 hahaha I love him. I got one of those free frosty things from Wendy's I was so excited. DECA states are at the end of February, and then I have a bunch of stuff do to for Italian American Club coming up :D Wtfff is good for the weekend?! | | |
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